Chapter 16: Crushed
It was at this
point that I realised I had made an error in judgement. I had take
the edge, but she had decided to use more of the centre. As she
finally came to rest on her side I realised I had slipped back as
everything was trending towards the centre of the bed. Before I had
fully realised what was happening as I had been hampered by lack of
vision in the dark, I was more in the centre of the bed than I
realised. My back was pressed right against her firm back.
Gravity wasn't
helping my case either, even though she was on her side, her back was
somewhat over me pinning me slightly, some of her weight was shifting
down onto me. In my initial panic to get back towards the edge I had
unwittingly positioned myself lower down the bed compared to her. My
head was more so below her shoulders than where it should be, instead
of my head resting on the pillow adjacent to hers. I was
uncomfortably having my head fall onto the bed with no support. I
tried to reach up and bring it back, but with one pinned to the side
of the bed and the other unable to reach up far enough i'd be forced
for now to sleep without the pillow.
This had been a
big mistake on my part. Now I was mostly pinned to her back, I could
maybe try to get out later but for now it seemed like I was stuck
here. Because in desperation I had asked her to move and she had
pretty much instructed back not to as she was comfortable.
It felt like I was
on the train all over again, when she had forced me to be a pillow
for her against the wall. While this wasn't as strong and direct to
keep me in place, she still had me pretty firmly in place with her. I
couldn't help but be somewhat amazed by her back, this woman had a
lot of strength in a lot of places, but this was the second occasion
I was left struggling with her back. She had strong legs, she had
strong arms. But now on two occasions her firm strong back had my
measure
My humiliation was
only becoming more and more apparent as time pressed on. I grew more
uncomfortable throughout the night, she hadn't moved from her
position in over an hour. I was fairly certain that she had fallen
asleep. She was a snorer, although it was not loud and egregious. In
fact it was rather small and quiet which isn't what I expected it to
be. If it wasn't her snore, I would have thought it was quite a cute
and innocent little snore she had.
It wasn't time to
be focusing on that though, I had to think of a way to get out of
here. Her back was simply killing me holding me where it was and I
didn't want to be here any longer. With my free hand I quietly
stretched forward grabbing a hold of the mattress cover. I gave it a
tug to see how far tucked in it was, I was hoping i'd made my bed
rather well and it would be tucked in firmly giving me something to
perhaps pull myself away with. Giving it a light pull I did notice
that it was quite resistant.
Slowly and
carefully I pulled myself out a little, after a while I noticed that
while delicate I was making progress. I had to be patient though, I
wasn't sure if she was a light or a heavy sleeper, I hoped heavy but
without knowing it wasn't worth the risk of waking her up and perhaps
making her furious. I was making progress though, it was a delicate
operation and I could feel myself slowly getting away from the
pressure of her back.
I was nearing the
home stretch now, I had completely lost track of time. I'd removed a
lot of my torso quietly from underneath her as she remained on her
side. All now I had to do was very quietly shift my lower body out
without much noise and then somehow quietly exit the bed without
disturbing the hard tucked sheets to much. Perhaps I could head
downwards a bit as the sheets had been completely loosened at the
foot of the bed so her legs could sprawl out.
That was my
updated plan, the side was to risky. I think I moved about an inch or
two down from where I previous was when it all went pair shaped.
I heard the
bending of the bed springs, it wasn't a violent movement but for the
first time in a while she was moving. I didn't have much time to
look, but what I saw was the wall I had attempted to escape coming
towards me.
Her back was
moving towards me, and it was rolling me over with it. It seemed to
be happening in slow motion but the arm that I once had pinned became
trapped under her, then the weight came down on my left side. Then
with the clanking of those bed springs came the full weight.
She had rolled
over in her sleep flat on her back, and I had been caught under it
like something in the path of a steam roller
I found being back
to back with her sideways was a far more tolerable hell than what I
was experiencing now. I was pressed faced down into the bed, with her
weight now on top of me crushing me I could feel those bed springs
really driving into me. I was as flat as a pancake. The weight was
excruciating, as I had said, her back was quite firm. Now all of that
power and muscle was baring down on me completely
I moaned in pain
“get off me you stupid bitch”
There was no
response, she was still as anything. The only movement I could feel
from her was breathing, which was a very minor thing to pick up on
but I was so glued to her back that it was noticeable from down here.
I also found that
it was getting unbearably hot, not only did I have this gigantic
woman on top of me, but she was under the sheets. Fresh oxygen was
becoming non existent. My head was caught directly between her
shoulder blades, it gave me a small turning space either side.
Although turning my head required a great deal of effort and strain.
At this point I had long since given up on being discreet, I was
desperate for air. I found my head turned to my side trying to gasp
in as much air as I could from the small pockets I had under her. Of
course this air wasn't fresh, it smelt of her soap and perfume but I
really had no other options.
I had tried to
push her off believe me, but my arms where crushed flat like the rest
of me. I couldn't get enough power to even get my arms up enough to
push up. Even if I could use my arms I don't think I could push up
against all this downwards force on my back.
Oxygen was
becoming limited, my eyes where struggling to stay open. I was
feeling very faint under the pressure and humidity. I closed my eyes,
my drifting final thoughts, thinking this was going to be my end,
crushed under this woman unwittingly as she slept