As I said in the summary, this has been a long time search. I have messaged and emailed Sublime in hopes of retrieving this story from the depths of 2009 where it seems to have been lost. The wayback machine shows a copy of it on the old gtsworld page but is unable to be viewed. As I have messaged the moderators in hopes of getting Asukafan's attention in order to find this, I find myself coming up empty. Either the messages aren't getting through or Asukafan has not been keeping up with the messages. I figured this was a last ditch effort in order to find it. I'm not alone in this search either. I've spoken to many on gts city who are also looking for it and have been for some time. I know this won't be the most popular way to find a story, but if asukafan has it buried in his archives, I'm pleading with him to bring it to light. If there is any hope, please allow it to be recovered. I can understand a writer's desire to have a story removed and not to post it once again on public forums. If the story is recovered, please send it to my email. It will remain unposted per Sublime's wishes. This story is deep-routed in the start of my GTS fetish and it has been such a loss to not have it for this long. 

So please, Asukafan, or anyone else who might have it, please send a copy to my email. I would be forever grateful. I know this isn't the right way to go about asking for it, but the traditional and correct methods have failed for years. This is my last ditch effort. Thank you all

thegoddess90@yahoo.com

as their is a word requirement in order to post this here, I am going to post a useless base of words here in order to reach the count. Though I will post a short story in the next chapter to make up for it. Thank you all. 

as their is a word requirement in order to post this here, I am going to post a useless base of words here in order to reach the count. Though I will post a short story in the next chapter to make up for it. Thank you all. 

as their is a word requirement in order to post this here, I am going to post a useless base of words here in order to reach the count. Though I will post a short story in the next chapter to make up for it. Thank you all. 

as their is a word requirement in order to post this here, I am going to post a useless base of words here in order to reach the count. Though I will post a short story in the next chapter to make up for it. Thank you all. 

as their is a word requirement in order to post this here, I am going to post a useless base of words here in order to reach the count. Though I will post a short story in the next chapter to make up for it. Thank you all. 

as their is a word requirement in order to post this here, I am going to post a useless base of words here in order to reach the count. Though I will post a short story in the next chapter to make up for it. Thank you all. 

as their is a word requirement in order to post this here, I am going to post a useless base of words here in order to reach the count. Though I will post a short story in the next chapter to make up for it. Thank you all. 

as their is a word requirement in order to post this here, I am going to post a useless base of words here in order to reach the count. Though I will post a short story in the next chapter to make up for it. Thank you all. 

as their is a word requirement in order to post this here, I am going to post a useless base of words here in order to reach the count. Though I will post a short story in the next chapter to make up for it. Thank you all. 

as their is a word requirement in order to post this here, I am going to post a useless base of words here in order to reach the count. Though I will post a short story in the next chapter to make up for it. Thank you all.