Reviewer: gerald Signed
Date: May 18 2013
Title: None
With all the hurrah-positive reviews around here, I believe it would be nice to provide some deeper thoughts on the story.
Just to make sure I am not misunderstood: the following are my own personal thoughts, emotions and experiences; I am not trying to assault anybodies beliefs or feelings - we are all free to do, think and write whatever we want (well, within law and gwnet's rules at least); and finally I may be completely wrong about some parts or even all of it.
Additionally, if anybody has not read the whole story yet, a mindful:
WARNING! MASSIVE STORY SPOILERS AHEAD! WARNING!
And also some profanities - but what would anybody immature be doing reading a review of R-rated story in the first place... so on to the review:
The beginning was great - I loved the interesting mix of gentleness, fear, with hints and bits of violence coming from various characters. It progressed nicely. One could feel sorry for Ron or even envy him at times ( ;) ) and everything was great.
It all changed somewhere between 19th and 21st chapters. The latter of which I could only barely force myself to finish reading - something simply broke. Let's say that the "fight" they had was fine, it was to be expected and the Allison's reaction understandable, since she was stressed and angry - but their actions that followed in the next days felt completely unreliable for me.
Starting with Ron - as he was the biggest disappointment. I am not saying that nobody would behave like him. Just he seemed so.. brainless and unable to comprehend his situation. Unless his brain powers diminished with his size - and it seemed he wielded full cognitive capabilities just days earlier - his inability to reasonably explain himself, appeal to her better or even apologise properly is ridiculous. The angry outbursts felt simply unacceptable and pathetic - I understand that may have been the idea - especially as a convenient plot device, but I simply cannot believe anybody sane could possibly do that.
His pointless behaviour, when trapped in the drawer was also hardly reliable. Not to mention the obvious conclusions that he should have come to. And possible solutions to his ordeal. Apologizing, talking some sense into her, trying to appeal to her feelings.. Yes, he seemed to try some of them but it stunk of apathy and lack of conviction.
I get that he was scared, annoyed, angry and felt powerless - it seemed he had no way to influence her. But he should have figured out that he could - it was an ultimate and dangerous way, but given no choice and a lot of time to think about it, I believe anybody would realize it.
This most important "solution" was death. Yes - death is a part of life. It's so simple. You can - and should, to experience and accomplish as much as reasonably possible - try to avoid dying and also live how it suits you for as long as you can. But there are things more important than life - and Ron should have discovered that. His honour for instance - or call it whatever you want, if he was convinced that Allison did not care for him - or wanted to hurt him, which in a way would require her not to care - then the most reasonable thing would be simply to end it. Or - and the fact he did not even bluff is the real killer - threaten to take his life first. After all, at his size she may not be able to force him to eat... and even if she figured a way, being so tiny created a lot of opportunities for a suicide.
I simply do not see how one can be really into macro/gts, especially the violent one - without accepting the sensibility of death.
And of course, his wife should realize if threatened with such thing that she went too far. Of course their relationship would change, but it had already. And this brings us to Allie - her sudden change is the second worst thing that happened.
Again, I understand the attempt to expose Ron to different things that the giantess can do with a tiny man, but what how she started behaving was just... inconceivable.
She showed and assured that she loves him only days earlier, with no reason to suddenly change her approach completely. I get that she may have wanted to teach him a lesson - but such pointless violence is, by definition, pointless. Why has she not tried to explain him her motives - why just bully him without a word of explanation or even a chance to come clean. Sure I understand that women often behave illogically (I even experienced some of that) and are hard to understand sometimes, but for fucks sake.. he still was her husband. What happened to for better or for worse. If she ever loved him - even if she would cease to - she would still have some compassion for him. Not to mention it was the first time she felt like she really needed to punish him.
And so while I can just barely understand the entrapment, the further exploits culminating with stepping on him are simply and clearly - impossible to believe. I could not find a way to convince myself that somebody could change like that so quickly - and without apparent reason. I know the story is told from Ron's perspective and the reader is not aware of everything that drives others, but it does not give them green light to behave erratically. Unless affected by one of serious mental diseases and I think it would be noticeable earlier, should Allie be.
Sure, they had a "fight". And yes - she must have been annoyed by his issues with.. pretty much everything surrounding his shrinking (which also was ridiculous by then). But I believe it takes much, much more traumatic experience to affect a person that much. Not to mention - it felt like a person in her position would feel more angry at Jessica and the world for this happening, but no.. she just steamed it off on the little man. Convenient for the plot twist, but completely absurd when it comes to character reliability.
So she just did not seem like a person to me anymore - and neither did Ron, even though he was mostly a victim by then. And that broke the story for me. If not enough details are given to build an image of what kind of person a character is, then it is fine - I could always learn it from their actions and I could usually convince myself that they must have had reasons to act as they did, as long as they are at least remotely consistent. But it was specifically pointed - and so many times - that she cares about him and loves him. I even went back to some previous chapters to make sure that I got it right and I believe I did. And love simply does not make you do things like that...
It was actually even worse - as some of their previous choices and actions suddenly felt less convincing, as if some self-issued perception bending to make them feel more human was no longer feasible... Her forcing him inside the panties, him lying constantly, the purposely antagonising relationship between him and Jessica, and so on... just seemed less believable.
After the main characters lost any credibility, I could not go any further for some time - it already seemed they were like dolls dangled around by some random puppeteer. I mean no disrespect, but I simply felt this way. I am also not trying to suggest that it was her turn to violence that repulsed me - it would be fine if she was given any convincing reasons to do it or was showing any attitude towards it earlier on. His troubles with Jessica were good - great even: intense and stimulating.
I tried to get back to it after a couple weeks, wondering is I maybe got to immersed or attached to the characters. Or perhaps that I simply misinterpreted it. But the impression was the same. I then moved to the promised 33rd chapter, hoping to skip the unreliable part - but somehow, they still felt strange and as if made of formika. I simply could not force myself to believe in them again - and was also worried that they might turn their behaviour around by 180 degrees without a reason... Even their reconciliation somehow seemed fake and shallow, although I must admit I could not read the remaining chapters throughoutly.
WARNING! MASSIVE STORY SPOILERS ABOVE! WARNING!
I waited a couple more weeks before writing this review, to give it some more thought and maybe let the disappointment settle down a bit. But the general feeling has not changed - it still seems like two (or more) stories, glued together - with incidentally similar background and character names. I just prefer to think that it ended around chapter 19-20.
My belief is that in a character-driven story, their reliability and consistence is a paradigm - after all, all fictional characters are merely a bubble made of their observations in the writer's and reader's minds. A bubble that is ready to burst should they do something not human enough. They do not have to always act logically, no people do. Especially when surprised, angry or annoyed. But every once in a while everyone does - usually sooner than later - and acts depending on his or her value system, but at least somewhat reasonably. Even after stresenous encounters. Basically the human brain rearranges to process memories and prepare for the following challenges and experiences, or - as they say - wounds heal, over time.
I do not mean to impute that there are any other problems with storytelling, nor that it is somehow wrong or improper. I am also not trying to imply that You, dear Author, are not skilled or that I would think of something better - far from it, I think I am a lousy excuse for one and would not be able to come up with something so interesting. My thoughts regarding what the characters could possibly do were not suggestions, merely provided to explain better why I felt this way. And lastly, when it comes to the writing.. my knowledge of the language is pathetic and laughable.
No irony intended.
Finally, even though I personally prefer gentle approaches, I am not against violence in stories - again, far from it: a good, immersive, convincing story about violence, humiliation and even murder (that's what it is, after all) can be equally great. Sometimes even better, just like You have shown at the beginning, combining those two elements to produce exciting and gripping developments.
All in all, I simply want to provoke You, dear Author, to think about it a bit - and even though it may have been only my impressions, I hope it may influence your future works in a good way.
To which I an honestly looking forward - just like I loved many others and the beginning of this one, I am sure I will find Your future stories interesting as well.
This one seems forever burnt.
If You feel that I am somehow mistaken about what happened, or think that it changed at some point later on - please let me know. I will surely try to return to the story in the future to see if it has.
Seven stars for great start and huge potential - minus three for the unfortunate disappointment.
Regards and farewell, Gerald.
Author's Response: Wow! Lemme just say right off the bat, seeing this long review was extremely exciting for me.
The fact that you took not just the time to formulate these intricate notions throughout reading but also took the time to articulate them is an honor itself. I never thought I could provoke any kind of analysis of the characters like this.
Though I'm sad the characters weren't cutting it for you after a while, I'm extremely glad you took the time to write this.
My thoughts are not so different. I'm aware that the story takes strange twists and turns, which consist of characters acting strange, or being inconsistant.
I suppose there are several reasons for this, many of which I'm probably not aware of, including the story going on much longer than I initially anticipated. It was supposed to end after Glenns accident and Ron's near-swallow. But right around when I posted that chapter, it began getting popular, and I was compelled to continue. It gave me the drive I needed to keep writing it.
You're correct say this "story" contains many stories, because it totally does. Once the "glenn story" ended, I began the "jack" story. because it all carried on, the story began to take the format of a series, also because of it's length. i made the mistake of adding to this one story, instead of creating others. i regret this, because now it will stand on its own with my different ideas.
Again, I am extremely glad you analyzed the characters as you have. This is important to me, because the character development is so important in my story. I initially wished only to develop the characters, in order to intensify feelings of mental humiliation and such. Inadvertantly I suppose, as I tried to create embarrassing situations, the characters began to blossom a bit. Before I knew it, I relied heavily on the characters traits to continue the story.
This may have been the turning point that you have seen. Before, I developed the characters strictly for the situations. After, the characters stood as themselves, with situations around them.
If I could do it again, I would have added the erica/jack portions in a new story, and allowed this story to end. but, as I got too excited, I simply kept adding to it, taking on the form of a lonnggg series in one whole piece of story. Now, sadly, the story as a whole will constantly decrease and increase in quality, as better and worse quality chapters will continuously be added until I'm finished.
I hope you do come back soon, and I hope you enjoy what the story eventually becomes. initially, I wrote it just for fun. But then, when I got excited over the reads and reviews, I wanted to continue, instead of creating new stories and characters, because I knew the readers were attached. this can have it's pros and cons I suppose.
one reason i think youll like what it eventually becomes is because I intend on reverting back to my old perspective on the story. I'll be thinking more on a short term scale, than a long one. This is how I wrote the beginning, as it was just supposed to be a short term thing. Things will get back to business, instead of being more "drawn out".
Again, thanks for your review, because it reflects many of my own thoughts already, and has shown me many others.
check back soon Gerald! I don't want to lose such an insightful reader